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"Why
not?" exclaimed Peg. "Because it's a carte blanche justification
for men to continue controlling things."
Sam
stared back at her. They were sitting on a rock near the end of
the peninsula that forms Magen's Bay. Peg had brought him to see
the natural jacuzzi in the rocks. The tide was low. The hole was
empty.
"You
lost me on that one," he said. "What does love and inspiration
have to do with male control."
"Love
and inspiration are fine. It's how you just put it, the whole muse
thing. Women aren't the source of your inspiration. That's a male
fantasy."
"You're
sounding like Corrina."
"Well,
Corrina's a pretty with-it woman."
"Yeah."
"Not
that she's right about everything. I mean I don't know her very
well, but I think she may be a little hyper-sensitive to things.
I didn't really get to talk to her very much when you two were down
here, but I think she got a little too upset when you weren't always
paying attention to her."
"Yeah."
"Remember
that talk you and I had that time?"
"Sure.
About rolling the ball for people. You were right."
"It's
a lot to ask of a lover to keep things going for you in a social
situation," she said. "Of course with Paul, and Alec come
to think of it, I've always been on my own anyway."
"Corrina
has always closed up when we're around other people. We're fine
alone, then she withdraws when I talk to people."
"You
should never expect someone else to roll the ball for you, and that
goes for getting inspiration as well as social situations. You ought
to try to be as self-reliant as possible. People are weak. They
sometimes fail."
"You
sound convinced."
"That's
pure Pamela," she said. "She's a hard cookie."
He
stared at the ocean, then at her. "You're right. You're both
right."
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